Priceless

I know I have some posts to catch up on but right now is one of the most precious and priceless moments I have experienced. I'm laying in bed with my baby girl sound asleep on my chest. She is still so tiny and yet has grown so much since we first met. I still don't understand how its possible for her to be here and to be real. Sallie calls her a cabbage patch doll because Abney is so surreal. Yes, I've poked her a couple times to make sure she is breathing because she is being so still and sweet. It reminds me of when she was in utero and I couldn't feel her but I knew she was there. This moment is one I will never get back and I wonder if I will ever experience something similar again. We are home alone, no disruptions, and no one but me and my little partner in crime. She makes every day better and a new adventure. And yes, it is more fun and a little more work to run to Walgreen's on a whim. :)
We've been listening to Christmas music all week and it has been fun to share the tunes and to be reminded for how thankful we should be. It has been a crazy few years with peaks and valleys but I've always had my family and friends to support me. I promise to do everything in my power to give Abney and her future siblings even more love (if that's possible) and surround them with people that will be there for them. I'm hoping Abney's first word will actually be love.
Okay enough of my idealist optimism for tonight. My next post will include the run down on the week and me hitting my wall and begging my Mommy not to leave me home alone. LOL